Crave

Sometimes I crave for loneliness because I know I'm not alone. I crave for company because my inner attention is sick of me, is sick of hearing my voice in my own thoughts, is sick of always trying to find an excuse, is just sick. Is simple because I forget, and I try, and I forgive, and I re try and re try and re try and re try; and where are you?

I'm craving for loneliness because I know I'm not alone. 

There is no excuse, and still I found myself lost because I don't want you, but I do. And still I found myself lost because I don't think you, but I do. And still I found myself lost because I don't get you, but I do.

And still we both crave for loneliness because we know we are not alone.

And still we both crave for loneliness because we know we are not.

And still we both crave for loneliness because we know we are.

And still we both crave for loneliness because we know we.

And still we both crave for loneliness because we know.

And still we both crave for loneliness because we.

And still we both crave for loneliness because.

And still we both crave for loneliness.

And still we both crave for.

And still we both crave.

And still we both.

And still we.

And still.

And.

.

 

Don't Think It Twice

I'll kill myself tonight.
Is just one night
No day, nor afternoon.
Just. One. Night.

Answers are there
every ending leaves,
leaves into a brand new start;
that's why,
I'll kill myself tonight.

Let's give a dance,
one last dance
and reborn,
reborn,
reborn,
reborn,
be brand new.
 

Es Del Solitario

Yo no te quiero si querer es solo por querer, pues un espacio no es vacío si las estrellas se encuentran escondidas.

¿Carácter? No es sobre el carácter. Es del solitario, que en depresión deja como tarea hacer sonreír a lo imposible, pues yo no te quiero si querer es solo por querer.

Es en aquella ribera, con una atmósfera templada. No hay peces, pero igual, todo esos momentos ambos los convertimos en un lago.  Solo somos por ser, y no quita el tiempo ni la angustia ni la indiferencia ni el enojo ni el llanto ni lo solitario. Yo no te quiero si querer es solo por querer.

Pero yo sí te quiero si querer es volar. Yo sí te quiero si querer es dormir. Yo sí te quiero si querer es gritar, aullar, brincar, tocar, sentir, ahogar, mirar, viajar, oler, luchar. Morir.

Yo si te quiero si querer es morir.